My Thoughts

Lost

They always say

You never know what you have until it's gone

Maybe they're right

Your blind to your feelings

to caught up in yourself to see

What you really have

then it's over

too late

your in love

but to the one you love

you don't exist

you don't want it to be that way

but what you had is gone

you can never get back the time lost

Another piece of your heart left behind

It belongs to someone else now

It hurts but the pain can only last so long

It will take time

Always time

time lost love

lost things that you can't get back

Fear

I don't know how to stop this
and I don't want to

I'm angry and I don't know why
but I think it's covering something up
Fear maybe?
Fear, probably.
Fear

This heart is mine to defend
and I've done a poor job so far
I didn't know I was going to feel
this way
this much... It's just too much
(and I think I'm losing my mind)

I'm already in so deep
and you don't even know
what you're doing to me

(but at least I feel something at last)

The Meaning Of A Friend

Someone turned to me and asked
"How many friends have you?"
Why 10 or 20 friends I believe
And began to named a few...

A blessed one you are
To have so many friends
But think of what you're saying...
A friend is just not someone
To whom you say "Hello"

A friend is a tender shoulder
On which to softly cry
A well to pour your troubles down
And raise your spirits high

A friend is a hand to pull you up
From darkness and despair...
When all your other "so called" friends
Have helped to put you there

A true friend is an ally
Who can't be moved or bought
A voice to keep your name alive
When others have forgot

But most of all a friend has a true heart
For from the hearts of friends
There comes the greatest love of all!

So think about all this
For every word is true
And once again answer please...
How many friends have you?

After much thought I answered
I really only have just one
"It's You!"

A Friend Is Always Special
Because Friends Love You
Just Because You're You!

Nobody Knows

Tony Rich Project - Nobody Knows

This song has tonnes of meaning to me. It's wonderful and completely cuts right through my heart. This song is very sad, but i love it. This song made me truly understand that guys can agonize over a lost love as much as women can. It's nice to

know that it is possible to relate to a guy that way. It's a beautiful song and i wish i'll lose it in my mp3's folder (hate it but i love it)... because this song really make me sad. Hear it.

Nobody Knows

((I wish i told her how i felt... maybe she'd be here right now... but instead...))

I pretend that I'm glad you went away
These four walls close in more every day
And I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm cryin' inside
And nobody knows it but me

Why didn't I say
The things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a tumblin' down
I can say it so clearly
But you're nowhere around

The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about
The love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me

I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
And I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm tremblin' inside and nobody knows it but me
I lie awake it's a quarter past three
I'm screamin' at night as if I thought
You'd hear me
Yeah my heart is calling you
And nobody knows it but me

How blue can I get
You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now you know
I'll be lovin' you still

The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about
The love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me

Tomorrow mornin' I'm hittin' the dusty road
Gonna find you wherever, ever you might go
I'm gonna unload my heart and hope you come back to me
Said when the nights are lonely...

The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about
The love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me